Author: qhorsegal2

Posted: Sat Mar 30, 2013 4:07 pm

Hey MyCovery

Oh my gosh, it’s like you are writing a description of exactly where I have been for the past few months! I can’t tell you how many times I have run out early for the exact reason you did. Last month I completely screwed up and was a full 7 days with nothing! I finally decided I had to give my meds to my husband to hand me each dose so I wasn’t tempted to take extra…I know it’s not a good situation but for me it’s the only way I can stay where I am supposed to be.

Now that the temptation to overuse has been removed I am doing better. I am finally at a point where I am feeling pretty good. I am down to 1.5mg, and I haven’t taken more than I was supposed to in over two weeks now. something which I thought was going to be impossible just a month ago. I will more than likely be down to 1mg by next Saturday. And I am ok with that. Who would have ever thought that I could do it? Certainly not me…but I am. It’s the hardest thing I have ever done in my life…but I am going to be ok. WE are going to be ok!

Hang tough…we can do it!