Author: Untitled

Posted: Fri Mar 29, 2013 8:55 pm

As for seeing another doctor to pursue the sub route, yes, I’ve been giving that a lot of thought. I don’t want to be dishonest about the potential sleep apnea. But don’t know if a lack of a definitive diagnoses would be okay to not mention. My thoughts on it are, how many people must there be with undiagnosed sleep apnea that take methadone or sub? Are those the ones that are more likely to die??

I decided to give myself until Monday to make a decision on another doctor. I’ve been in purgatory too long. I did decide to start putting deadlines in front of my decisions and actions behind them. Thinking without action has gotten me nowhere.

I don’t want to die. Not at all. But I’m not living either.