Author: amber4.14.11
Posted: Mon Feb 25, 2013 10:36 pm
This is really, really,,,,, difficult.
everything about it……
I keep telling myself,,, LOOK at the "bright side"
which is, at LEAST he’s not in jail.
And, we do still love each other, very much
sometimes, I think—- RUN AMBER RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and other times,,, it’s like "you can do this, you can do ANYTHING you put your mind to"
the hardest part is my son……… He does NOT understand any of it!!!!
he keeps telling me,,,
"mommy can you just let daddy come home now?"
"mommy,, I think daddy will be good for you, if you just let him sleep here"
hmmmmmm,,,,,,, I WISH it were that easy, with every fiber of my being. but it’s just NOT.
and the lawyer says, he’s "working on it"
I called again today, , , says it’s gonna be at LEAST a week, from now, if not TWO WEEKS before we
can get in front of a judge… let’s HOPE and PRAY it’s not the same one, as the plea hearing.
I guess I just needed to vent a bit.
Hope you all are doing okay.
I like that saying,,,
" You don’t know how strong you are, until you have no other option"
that about sums it up, for me.