Author: Bboy42287

Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2011 10:04 pm

Hey Mel I use to do the same thing, I blamed my Coaches, DR, parents, myself, the umpire of the game that didn’t get called till after I ruined my knee. But over time after much counseling I realized that if I keep living and dwelling on my past than how can I move on in any sense? So like Romeo mentioned I first had to forgive myself than for give the people I blamed. And after I did this I realized I was able to move on with my life. Bad memories never go away and you will always have to deal with them but if you let them live your life for you is when you are in trouble. And if you do that than things will just stay the same no matter what you do and once you get into this type of funk it is very hard to get out of it took me 7 years of heavy drug use and than being told I would die by the age of 25 to realize it is time to move on or time to just let the memories live my life for me.