Author: god_from_the_snake

Posted: Tue Jan 22, 2013 10:13 am

I remember that first day when I woke up and I didn’t feel right, I was horrified. Rewind about 12 years I was Just out of high school
A couple for a couple of years. I had no clue that pharmacy’s carried pills like opiates. I had wisdom teeth pulled at 18 and was givin 30
5/500 vicodins. I think I took maybe four. They sat in the back of my driver seat for almost 2 years.

Then a buddy of mine was looking for a tape and found them. I said I don’t take them he said can I have them I was like sure.
I didn’t feel anything the first time probably because I was in actual pain. He actually passed away a few years back from OxyContin
Not understanding that a 80 is like 16 or what ever perc at once.

Anyway a few years before I gave away my bottle he passed like 8 years after he had found the magic
Way before I did. I had no clue like I said. Then my girlfriend at the time we went to her cousins to play some cards
And she says here. It was a lorcet 10. I NEVER forgot that feeling. It was always in the back of my mind on how diffrent
Or how much better my brain seemed to come into focus and the warmth. It was still several years before I ran across some
More. Then realized why he wanted my bottle. Anyway after waking up feeling horrible. I was like no way, because it had been just like
A hangover. I’d wake up and be just fine. After a few days of seeing my co workers coming in to work, I worked 7pm to 7am

They were all showered had there lunch boxes walking through the doors, all happy and not feeling like crap. I wanted to remember those days. Those normal days again. I wanted to turn back the clock. That was I hard pill to swallow knowing that the lack of pills were making me feel this way. I always worried about the alcohol getting me first. I agree totatly. I never used H or needles i would say we existed for a while. I am lucky to still breath in my mind. Looking back I was prescribed 120 40 Mg Methadose wafers a month, 50 mcg of duragesic, I was up to 8 wafers a day, along with the 72 hour patch and I never gave one thought to curb or slow down on my drinking. Never even crossed my mind. Drinking out of control on top of all the above. To this date it has been 2 years since a drink. I would say we battled through. Without sub…… Ya I would be dead.