Author: MaguiGizmo
Posted: Mon Jan 21, 2013 9:16 am
| amber4.14.11 wrote: |
| so did you feel "more alive" while using???
I’m just curious……. cuz maybe it’s something else your feeling while on suboxone?? I don’t know, but I’d say it’s either your dose maybe to high, or maybe even too low??? OR, your just getting older, and some of us, just "don’t care" more and more as we age??? I know this is WAY MORE QUESTIONS than answers,,, I was just sorta surprised by what you wrote, and WANT TO HELP!!!! I hope you DO feel better soon, at any rate |
What mean you I only have experience with Suboxone? I have experience with other opiates. I should say it’s not just when I dose my Sub I go emotionless it’s just taking suboxone for a prolonged amount of time. My ex broke up with me because she didn’t think I loved her anymore because of how emotionless especially intimately I am.
I have been off Subs for long enough to have seen how I am being clean and I have no problems. On Subs I am so aloof I no longer have a passion for the hobbies I once had. It’s like I am just blank towards everything. I have tried many different doses but more often then not I just can’t do the stuff I used to enjoy. And it’s not for a lack of wanting to I just can’t find any joy in it. I don’t believe my age is effecting any of this because I do care for the things I want to do but it just feels like that has all been sucked out of me leaving me blank.
I have just started tapering slightly, in hopes to relieve myself of all this crap I am dealing with. I just hope I can achieve the end goal at home since I last did it in rehab.