Author: Scorpiotl

Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2012 11:15 am

funny thing is i lost my vigilence last night. I guess everybody has a plan until they have some time to themselves…i got a text from an old "friend" that that text yesterday sent me running and thinking and plotting and gave me an excuse to take .2mg of sub last night. i didnt come here like i should have or try to think it thru….i didnt HALT…..I thought about it for 2 hrs and than i just did it. i romatnticized it now i have to start over at least my tolerance to sub has gone way down i made it almost 60 hrs this time.