Author: rob4513

Posted: Sat Jun 08, 2013 6:38 pm

boxer
so true about the hot tub.. lol i have been day dreaming about one of those for about 2 weeks now. that is crazy that they would want you out of a detox after only 7 days espicailly with this stuff because i felt like the first 3 days was the easiest (sort of) but its so awesome to hear that you are over 100 days now. truly impressive man and i do appreciate hearing those things because it just continues to remind me that this is all very possible as long as i continue to put some effort into it.. i know how much efffort i put into getting high and as long as i put in at least half that effort into recovery than I am usually more than happy.

day 13 off of sub..
sorry for not posting yesterday if anyone has been keeping up with me, but yesterday was awesome as well as today.. sleep is still the biggest issue but i can feel it slowly improving and accepting that has been huge for me as i now realize that it is like that for pretty much everyone who has went through this and i know that it cant be bad forever.. the other hard part is usually about the first hour of the morning when my stomach is a little shaky but not anything i cant handle w/o the immodium the past two days. the one thing that remains constant for me is sitting in the house doing nothing = uncomfortable and using thoughts which sucks lol i use that whole play the tape all the way through method when i get those. the other thing that remains constant is going out and doing something wether it be walking, playing with the kids, disc golf, AA, NA whatever anything = relaxed and somewhat happy, even though the past couple days i have felt somewhat ‘numb’ in a way that i cant really describe its weird. but other than these things everything has been steadidly improving, it is amazzing how much just a little bit of time can help

rob