Author: rob4513

Posted: Wed Jun 05, 2013 7:30 am

dany
I really appreciate that comment I really do… I truly beleive this addiction is a disease and if not treated as so then I will get closer and closer to jail or death everyday. Its amazing how much accepting that this is who I am has made life just a little bit easier actually a lot easier. They kept tellin me, if you had cancer you would take that serious, why cant you take this disease serious? Well 9 treatment centers, 30 jail sentences later I think I got the picture. Just in the past month alone I have lost a real close friend to OD and hes gone(funeral this friday), my cousin is on the run for manslaughter (selling someone dope that OD), and another good friends dad OD and hes gone. and thats just the past month. The past decade would consume this whole forum. and I know probably everyone on this site has seen it a lot like that to. Sorry about rambeling its just your comment made me think. But as long as you get through these wds you are gonna be fine so keep fighting and if it gets hard keep talking to people that will keep you motivated, that has done wonders for me.

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yea i know everyone time i taperd down a little i remember it takin a few days each time to really adjust but once I did start getting comfortable things got way better. and i know that feeling all to well and you have every right to be proud of yourself. for getting through it.

day 10 update coming in a litle bit …..