Author: NYG

Posted: Tue Mar 26, 2013 12:58 pm

Hi all! At lunch right now, still in Minni….cold as a witches titty….Day 9. Today has been the best by far since I’ve stopped. I got 9 HOURS sleep last night, which is probably the reason. I got to the hotel, ate, watched Family Guy, and fell asleep….just like a normal person! No RLS, until about 3 am, took a Xanax, and went right back to sleep. My downs aren’t as low today and my highs aren’t as high, like I’m starting to level out. Hopefully this continues. It’s when I’m home that’s hard, but I have a feeling this weekend will be better than last.

Yeah, Friday night, I actually had the blue in my hand and paced back and forth for about 5-10 minutes deciding whether to pop half of it and realized the longer I thought about it, the more likely I’d say f*ck it and eat it, so I just said "not tonight." My friends aren’t trying to screw me up, they don’t even know I was wding all week. They asked me what the f*ck I was doing pacing and staring at the pill. I just told them I’m cutting down. My best friend has this bizarre ability to only take oxy on weekends, for about a decade now.

Supplements I was taking was 1 a day multi-vitamin, Super B-Complex (with the ridiculously high dv%), Liquid Sublingual B12, pure Glutamine powder with water at night, and regular high protein food like chicken or fish for amino acids. Stuff that’s easy on the stomach. Got to get back to work, thanks so much!