Author: Jennicole525

Posted: Wed May 29, 2013 9:25 pm

Heeyyy guuuyyss!

Brighter days- thank you.. I jumped originally from about 2mg after 5 years. I couldn’t get any lower than that. Tapering is very difficult for me to do in lower numbers. Now I’m off of 4mg after 2 1/2 weeks.

Holy wow I’ve been MIA. I’m am alive and doing okay. I’m hanging in there. This has been one fricken process!

So, I did end up going to my sub doc. I did get a script. I’m only human, and I was going NUTS. I wanted some mental relieve ASAP! So I was glad to get back on subs. BUT, here’s the catch. I felt like shit still when I got back on them. It didn’t make me feel any better. Didn’t make any difference. I tried to stick it out for about 2 1/2 weeks remembering how it was when I first got on them 5+ years ago. It took a while for it to build up in my body.

I haven’t taken anything… Nothing, zero, zilch, in about 2 weeks and I just feel like I’m dragging ass. I didn’t go through the whole withdrawal again which is fine with me. I just feel super achey in my elbows and arms. RAM. (Restless arm syndrome again lol) So all in all not too shabby. I just wish I could feel comfortable, normal comfortable, and have energy. Then I’d be all set.

The main reason for me getting back on subs briefly was because I was suffering at work, and everyday activities. Not to mention over 2 months of withdrawal I was starting to go a little crazy. Just a tad

So here’s to keeping on getting off subs. Although I’m not completely in the clear, I feel like its headed towards the right direction. This is something I want to do, as I feel I’m ready and able to accomplish it. What a roller coaster though!! It’s kinda cool to be able to say I’m off of them considering I couldn’t go more than 8 hours without them before

Ill be back sooner than later this time,

Jen