Struggles in my eighth month

Author: chubbybaby82

Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2013 11:03 pm

I was on sub for 16 months. I got off in mAy 2012. I will get through this. Thats awesome that you have 6 months. They are urges, but I think they are mostly anxiety. I have been having them for 8 weeks roughly. I will hang on. I want this more than anything. I look at it as if I use again I will die. Please keep in touch and let me know how you are making out. everyone take care.

Struggles in my eighth month

Author: chubbybaby82

Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2013 11:03 pm

I was on sub for 16 months. I got off in mAy 2012. I will get through this. Thats awesome that you have 6 months. They are urges, but I think they are mostly anxiety. I have been having them for 8 weeks roughly. I will hang on. I want this more than anything. I look at it as if I use again I will die. Please keep in touch and let me know how you are making out. everyone take care.

Hopespring saying hi from the rear view mirror

Author: hopespring

Posted: Wed Jan 30, 2013 1:46 am

Hi mate,

I was thinking about you today, and was wondering how you are fairing, I hope things are getting there.

Yeah, it still blows my mind, that a drug can do this to people.
No other drug I know, can do this, for so long.

So what happens to us, when we are all fixed?
Do we join a super council of masters of pain?
We will all sit on some ivory tower, and look down at all the humans, who have never been through this, and say," you don’t know what pain is?"
I know, that this is a hardening up process, and will change the way we look at pain in future.

Will the hospitals be surprised, when we have surgery, and say, no need for any meds, Just open me up.
And the dr’s reply, but what about the severe pain, during surgery, and we laugh and say, "harden up doc, its only open heart surgery, "

ahh, yes, It will be like those ol’ western movies. "just put the red hot iron pole, into the bullet wound"
But sir, do you want us to knock you over the head or give you copious amounts of grog, fot the pain?

And we say, "what pain"

HS

Hopespring saying hi from the rear view mirror

Author: hopespring

Posted: Wed Jan 30, 2013 1:46 am

Hi mate,

I was thinking about you today, and was wondering how you are fairing, I hope things are getting there.

Yeah, it still blows my mind, that a drug can do this to people.
No other drug I know, can do this, for so long.

So what happens to us, when we are all fixed?
Do we join a super council of masters of pain?
We will all sit on some ivory tower, and look down at all the humans, who have never been through this, and say," you don’t know what pain is?"
I know, that this is a hardening up process, and will change the way we look at pain in future.

Will the hospitals be surprised, when we have surgery, and say, no need for any meds, Just open me up.
And the dr’s reply, but what about the severe pain, during surgery, and we laugh and say, "harden up doc, its only open heart surgery, "

ahh, yes, It will be like those ol’ western movies. "just put the red hot iron pole, into the bullet wound"
But sir, do you want us to knock you over the head or give you copious amounts of grog, fot the pain?

And we say, "what pain"

HS

My doctor wont prescribe me subutex anymore. (Ohio)

Author: healingwaters

Posted: Wed Jan 30, 2013 3:13 am

My doctor says the same thing.

It was on probably my second appointment ever that I asked him about Subutex and right away he said "I’m not aloud to prescribe it unless you’re pregnant or nursing which I doubt you’ll be having any issues with that tehehehe…" cuz I’m a guy, get it? Ya, so anyways, now like 8 months later, my doc is telling me that they are now DISCONTINUING Subutex all-together which I thought was what was happening for a while but now I’m becoming aware that it is just the suboxone tablets.

And then when I ask about the Suboxone tablets, he asks me if they are being discontinued like I’m going to know because I’m on them?

So I really think on my next appointment I am going to ask why it is he can’t prescribe Subutex when they are just as abuseable really and see what he says because I have always felt so much better on subutex than suboxone and I want to find a doctor who will prescribe it because when it comes time for me to be put on those nasty strips, I just know I am going to want to be on subutex even more!

My doctor wont prescribe me subutex anymore. (Ohio)

Author: healingwaters

Posted: Wed Jan 30, 2013 3:13 am

My doctor says the same thing.

It was on probably my second appointment ever that I asked him about Subutex and right away he said "I’m not aloud to prescribe it unless you’re pregnant or nursing which I doubt you’ll be having any issues with that tehehehe…" cuz I’m a guy, get it? Ya, so anyways, now like 8 months later, my doc is telling me that they are now DISCONTINUING Subutex all-together which I thought was what was happening for a while but now I’m becoming aware that it is just the suboxone tablets.

And then when I ask about the Suboxone tablets, he asks me if they are being discontinued like I’m going to know because I’m on them?

So I really think on my next appointment I am going to ask why it is he can’t prescribe Subutex when they are just as abuseable really and see what he says because I have always felt so much better on subutex than suboxone and I want to find a doctor who will prescribe it because when it comes time for me to be put on those nasty strips, I just know I am going to want to be on subutex even more!